Lonely Road: What u Say ?

Its so unsual that whats happening... i mean i had tried some line but deleted it out... i dont knw why i am not able to put my thoughts down........ but this is how it goes... I am not the one's who always adjust their sails with the direction of the wind and i am not among those who always want to changelle the might of the mighty winds..... i am the one who adjust the sail with the might to achieve the near and then use my might to get off.... and to get what i want.....

The Path:

So what i thk is that theres always a road that u need to walk...... its a lonely road.... as ppl can tell u the way to get on that road but no one will be there for u / with u to walk.... so u need to walk on it...... its tiring as finding oneself alone on complete other side of life...... to walk on such a road a complete self determination is required ....... the road itself looks scary as what I can see..... as i am trying to walk on a road and till now i have been off the track......

My Road

The pic above shows the road on which i am trying to walk but till now i have been able to take a few steps of my journey.... Standing here I can see the end of my road.... yes its there in my eyes but when i start walking the end seems to fade away and it seems to me like every step which i take fwd pushes me ten steps back........ but this has not shook me off the road.... though I needed to have ended my journey on this path of the road by Aug end.....but i thk i will be walking and walking and walking on this..... till the time i get to my destination

Zeal :

Walking on the lonely road for ur goal do needs a zeal ....... thk of the athlete who is in the center of the arena and all the ppl looking at him/her....... all eyes catching the every movement of the athlete..... imagine the pressure he/she be going through........ and whats keep him/her going is the zeal..... to walk and to do better than the best so as to be beat the best.........

this is what i thking to get in myself so as to walk on my lonely road....... but some how i am not able to get it in myself.... yeps.... i had tried it out.... may be i dident gave my 100% . I knw thats really bad as i am cheating on myself.. but God help me out

Ruthless Determination:

This is what I really lack as i get diverted..... and this is the reason as when i take one step in front i get pushed 10 steps backward.... but i am not saying like i gonna quit.....