Anuj Kapoor

Well Anuj is my buddy , a good frd of mine and what i call him.... i cant put that here as he will get upset.... becoz u all ppl will come to know.... he works with me here in Hewitt and he works really hard.... and becoz of this he and i fights( though Varun also comes in between)

He is sweet and kind.... a bit innocent this is what he seems to be.... but ....................

well I will be updating abt him and more this weekend as i am a bit busy now... working on a issue of General Mills

this is what he sended me so i thought of sharing it out

Whatever your cross,
whatever your pain,
there will always be sunshine,
after the rain ....

Perhaps you may stumble,
perhaps even fall,
But God's always ready,
To answer your call ...

He knows every heartache, sees every tear,
A word from His lips, can calm every fear ...

Your sorrows may linger, throughout the night,
But suddenly vanish, in dawn's early light ...

The Savior is waiting, somewhere above,
To give you His grace, and send you His love...

Whatever your cross, whatever your pain,
"God always sends rainbows .... after the rain ... "

What u Say ?

Its so unsual that whats happening... i mean i had tried some line but deleted it out... i dont knw why i am not able to put my thoughts down........ but this is how it goes... I am not the one's who always adjust their sails with the direction of the wind and i am not among those who always want to changelle the might of the mighty winds..... i am the one who adjust the sail with the might to achieve the near and then use my might to get off.... and to get what i want.....

The Path:

So what i thk is that theres always a road that u need to walk...... its a lonely road.... as ppl can tell u the way to get on that road but no one will be there for u / with u to walk.... so u need to walk on it...... its tiring as finding oneself alone on complete other side of life...... to walk on such a road a complete self determination is required ....... the road itself looks scary as what I can see..... as i am trying to walk on a road and till now i have been off the track......

My Road

The pic above shows the road on which i am trying to walk but till now i have been able to take a few steps of my journey.... Standing here I can see the end of my road.... yes its there in my eyes but when i start walking the end seems to fade away and it seems to me like every step which i take fwd pushes me ten steps back........ but this has not shook me off the road.... though I needed to have ended my journey on this path of the road by Aug end.....but i thk i will be walking and walking and walking on this..... till the time i get to my destination

Zeal :

Walking on the lonely road for ur goal do needs a zeal ....... thk of the athlete who is in the center of the arena and all the ppl looking at him/her....... all eyes catching the every movement of the athlete..... imagine the pressure he/she be going through........ and whats keep him/her going is the zeal..... to walk and to do better than the best so as to be beat the best.........

this is what i thking to get in myself so as to walk on my lonely road....... but some how i am not able to get it in myself.... yeps.... i had tried it out.... may be i dident gave my 100% . I knw thats really bad as i am cheating on myself.. but God help me out

Ruthless Determination:

This is what I really lack as i get diverted..... and this is the reason as when i take one step in front i get pushed 10 steps backward.... but i am not saying like i gonna quit.....

For me to Quit is the end of the world and i will never quit...... never till my last breath.....

I will hold on .... with a firm grip and will be sticking to it......

rain and pain...

night and day..

i will ......... some day ! ! ! !

Thought ! ! ! !

Currently in "people-person" phase

I love anonymity and I love being noticed
Just the same as anybody else
Years ago I told you how I loved to be alone
These days I'd be perjuring myself
~ Caedmon's Cal



Wisdom from a poet

The peril of every fine faculty is the delight of playing with it for pride.
Talent is commonly developed at the expense of character, and the greater it grows, the more is the mischief.
Talent is mistaken for genius, a dogma or system for truth, ambition for greatest, ingenuity for poetry, sensuality for art.
~ Ralph Waldo Emerson

Love

The love seems to be slowly disappearing in the air and i cant help it...... waiting and watching it go........
In life theres a stage comes when u knw thats what all going on is wrong and it needs to be stopped otherwise u will be completely shattered..... but ur helpless .... u just cant do anything.... except wait and watch.....

Life ! ! ! !

the life thats coming by..... seems to be cool but not that happening as i expected......and u can never get what u dream of..... so by this thought i console myself........

i dont know what all going by as the things and stuff are really moving both in my personal and professional life........ and frankly i am liking this too..... as its teaching me how to cope with all this...... this is life..... hard and brutal life.... thats it.... and the law of nature rules..... thats is survival of the fittest..... so em trying hard.....