The most important lesson

well today was a good day for me though not the great one but still it was something that had a taught me the most basic lesson about life - "when it comes to trust, don't even trust ur image".

I had always used the lines like " appearances are deceptive " or " a good looking apple may be rotten from inside " but never realised that the depth of these and the meaning that needs to be implemented. So in the nut shell , i got jacked.

c, the thing is i am not upset as someone said something to me but i didn't realise that those ppl whom i used to think are frds were actually not. I had read the book 48 laws to power long way back and do remember the most of the laws but i had never used/applied anyone of those. I used to think the way i am is good enough and there is no need to change myself as this is something really hard and out of ma reach. but the thing which i have now realise that- i need to change myself and need to follow the 48 laws of power Religiously.......

but i dont know what i shd do with ma basic nature...... there is a thin line between with Pscyhopath and the one who apply these lines, and i don't want to stand behind the enemy lines.

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Throwing words at me like pots and pans....... line from Punishment in Kindergaten --> the same thing happened with me today.... then thing which i used to take more casually had caused a great deal on ma image, which i don't really like and this thing had been disturbing me since that time. Talked with Raj abt this and took his views, but those cudn't short the way i am feeling now.Guess this is what life is and this is what a person learns from his exp...... Now i know that the frds that u made in the school time are the only one whom u can trust and the others are those who will cut the throats of each other for the best of their motives.

Some thing good ! ! ! ! !

Hello... Its not that i has been busy since long, its just i am too lazy to pen down whats all going on these days. So let me start from starting like what all happened since i posted my last blog which i think was in december .
-> My brother left for Perth in Dec 08 and i carried on with my office stuff as usual. In mid of dec i got my appraisal letter which was not good, but still got something and its always to have something instead of loosing all.

Cutie went back to her place in Jan for 2 weeks to attend some close marriages and this time she promised me that she gonna talk to her DAD about me, so i kept my fringers crossed for all the time she was there.Used to ask her daily if she happened to had words with her dad, or if there are any hott happeneings or what her mom said or something like this. My daily inquries started irritating her and finally she told me that when something will happen she will let me know and i cant ask her these questions ever again. So could do nothing , just only wait.
So one night when i was least expecting anything, she called me and said that she had talked about me with her Dad and he had asked for some time to think on this. aaaaaah this was so positive. Come on man u can't even think what had been going through mind since the day Cutie went to her home.