hmmmmm what if...... this is what going in my mind... i mean i had been thking abt this since last night..... what if i start to put my thoughts abt the social life, the injustice which we see and what we do ..... we shut our eyes and closes are our ears..............
yes we all do this....hmmmm so let me take u just few months back ..... let me refresh ur memory..... we all know abt the Jessica Lal..... yes who got shot -point blank by a drunken bastard......( well those of u who dont knw this..... let me tell u .... that i use a lot of abusive language but i try not to use this in front of girls ...... so i will keep this is in mind like not to use this again..............) coming back to my point as i dont want u to drift away so well we all live in Delhi, mostly all of us or some did pass through delhi like from station to airport... but dd anyone took pain to go down to India Gate to light a candle or to go Green Park where there is a garden by the name of Jessica lal and where ppl come and light candles.
No...no one did because we all are busy and she was none to us like not a frd, sister, gf... nothing , so y waste time ? well most of dont even know abt the park..... we dont feel the pain as it dident happened to us.Just for a while think of the pain her poor father had felt, her bro and her mother...... but we live a life of double standards... hypocracy...
and a matter of fact we all are shit.... ppl who are self centered, mean and oppurtunist..... the one dont call them to be oppurtunist are those who failed to captalise the oppurtunity they got...
2nd case:
We all are happy as Sanjay Dutt came out of prison... the media was there in full length to cover each and every moment, ppl praying for him, ppl supporting him, ppl cheering for him.
But my question is for wht ?
yes he is a star, he belongs to a political background so he got license to kill.... y dident the media ever went again to the house of ppl whose near and dear ones got killed in the blast... the blast in which sanjay dutt was involved... because if the media would have taken the thoughts and concerns of those ppl no body would have watched the channel... so it means cover tht which sells .I dont thk the ppl would even had get the compensation....
Tis is India --- My great India... where politicains openly bleeeeed the mother land .This is my country , this is my home....I am born here and i will die for her but i knw i will be leaving her soon .... not for always but for some duration .... and the day i will be back ... nothing wud have been changed....
Corruption Rules India
Jai Hind
Tuesday, September 4, 2007
Monday, September 3, 2007
The character I loved ~ ~ ~ ~
Well I do read novels..... and most of u dont know abt this.... i do love to read romantic , mystery and thrilling ones......but one the character which i liked is from David Copperfield...... this was in our circulum in 7th standard........written by Charles Dickens in a beautiful way
the emotions and love of a boy who found himself lonely in this world.... who travled miles to his
Aunt's place.... who went to coaching in a private house...... where a babe was there....... and then went out to set a place for himself........ and where he fell in love while being an apprentice.... and then finally married to her dream girl
The character is of Dora
Dora Spenlow – The delightful but childish daughter of Mr. Spenlow; She is described as being impractical and with many similarities of his mother. She dies of illness in the same day as her dog, Jip.
and when she and her dog dies the same day ...... the most touching line which i felt was ' A loss and a Greater loss'
that was really touching and as while typing the whole staory is flashing in my eyes like if i had seen pic last night....... but that was something which was......................................
Can't Expressed ! ! ! !
the emotions and love of a boy who found himself lonely in this world.... who travled miles to his
Aunt's place.... who went to coaching in a private house...... where a babe was there....... and then went out to set a place for himself........ and where he fell in love while being an apprentice.... and then finally married to her dream girl
The character is of Dora
Dora Spenlow – The delightful but childish daughter of Mr. Spenlow; She is described as being impractical and with many similarities of his mother. She dies of illness in the same day as her dog, Jip.
and when she and her dog dies the same day ...... the most touching line which i felt was ' A loss and a Greater loss'
that was really touching and as while typing the whole staory is flashing in my eyes like if i had seen pic last night....... but that was something which was......................................
Can't Expressed ! ! ! !
Shades of life
U knw what i am not one who likes to clean the stuff on his own.... i mean i do have a mail who comes and cleans my room , washes my clothes and a cook who cooks for me.... but when it comes to doing the stuff on my own.... i am all lazy..... i dont do anything.... not even i take a pain of cleaning my bed sheet.... i will just lie on whats all there .... making my way with all the stuff poured on it....... yeah its me....and nearly 80% guys are like this......
u knw what --- y i said 80%.... because i knw ppl( my very close frds) who cant sleep with out cleaning the bed sheet like Raj, Varun and Anuj...... and u knw what they had always done this favour to me
Enough abt me..... so this is what i did this weekeend
Unexceptionally on friday night i felt that the room needs to be cleaned throughly ....so as a result i was up early in the morning .... and asked Anuj to be up too..... he sleeps a lot....
hmm i wont be going in detail so i am cutting all the crap
while going through the cleaning drive i found somethins cool.... the lamp - which i once bought for some one really special........
U knw what i am not one who likes to clean the stuff on his own.... i mean i do have a mail who comes and cleans my room , washes my clothes and a cook who cooks for me.... but when it comes to doing the stuff on my own.... i am all lazy..... i dont do anything.... not even i take a pain of cleaning my bed sheet.... i will just lie on whats all there .... making my way with all the stuff poured on it....... yeah its me....and nearly 80% guys are like this......
u knw what --- y i said 80%.... because i knw ppl( my very close frds) who cant sleep with out cleaning the bed sheet like Raj, Varun and Anuj...... and u knw what they had always done this favour to me
Enough abt me..... so this is what i did this weekeend
Unexceptionally on friday night i felt that the room needs to be cleaned throughly ....so as a result i was up early in the morning .... and asked Anuj to be up too..... he sleeps a lot....
hmm i wont be going in detail so i am cutting all the crap
while going through the cleaning drive i found somethins cool.... the lamp - which i once bought for some one really special........
u knw what --- y i said 80%.... because i knw ppl( my very close frds) who cant sleep with out cleaning the bed sheet like Raj, Varun and Anuj...... and u knw what they had always done this favour to me
Enough abt me..... so this is what i did this weekeend
Unexceptionally on friday night i felt that the room needs to be cleaned throughly ....so as a result i was up early in the morning .... and asked Anuj to be up too..... he sleeps a lot....
hmm i wont be going in detail so i am cutting all the crap
while going through the cleaning drive i found somethins cool.... the lamp - which i once bought for some one really special........
U knw what i am not one who likes to clean the stuff on his own.... i mean i do have a mail who comes and cleans my room , washes my clothes and a cook who cooks for me.... but when it comes to doing the stuff on my own.... i am all lazy..... i dont do anything.... not even i take a pain of cleaning my bed sheet.... i will just lie on whats all there .... making my way with all the stuff poured on it....... yeah its me....and nearly 80% guys are like this......
u knw what --- y i said 80%.... because i knw ppl( my very close frds) who cant sleep with out cleaning the bed sheet like Raj, Varun and Anuj...... and u knw what they had always done this favour to me
Enough abt me..... so this is what i did this weekeend
Unexceptionally on friday night i felt that the room needs to be cleaned throughly ....so as a result i was up early in the morning .... and asked Anuj to be up too..... he sleeps a lot....
hmm i wont be going in detail so i am cutting all the crap
while going through the cleaning drive i found somethins cool.... the lamp - which i once bought for some one really special........
Well last night this is what I was playing with,,,,, i was surfing net till late and just this lamp was glowing in my room.... and it looked really cool...... i bought this may be 9-10 months back but i used this for the first time last night..... and i dont knw till when i will be using this.........
hmmmm this is cool........
Wednesday, August 29, 2007
Anuj Kapoor
Well Anuj is my buddy , a good frd of mine and what i call him.... i cant put that here as he will get upset.... becoz u all ppl will come to know.... he works with me here in Hewitt and he works really hard.... and becoz of this he and i fights( though Varun also comes in between)
He is sweet and kind.... a bit innocent this is what he seems to be.... but ....................
well I will be updating abt him and more this weekend as i am a bit busy now... working on a issue of General Mills
this is what he sended me so i thought of sharing it out
Whatever your cross,
whatever your pain,
there will always be sunshine,
after the rain ....
Perhaps you may stumble,
perhaps even fall,
But God's always ready,
To answer your call ...
He knows every heartache, sees every tear,
A word from His lips, can calm every fear ...
Your sorrows may linger, throughout the night,
But suddenly vanish, in dawn's early light ...
The Savior is waiting, somewhere above,
To give you His grace, and send you His love...
Whatever your cross, whatever your pain,
"God always sends rainbows .... after the rain ... "
He is sweet and kind.... a bit innocent this is what he seems to be.... but ....................
well I will be updating abt him and more this weekend as i am a bit busy now... working on a issue of General Mills
this is what he sended me so i thought of sharing it out
Whatever your cross,
whatever your pain,
there will always be sunshine,
after the rain ....
Perhaps you may stumble,
perhaps even fall,
But God's always ready,
To answer your call ...
He knows every heartache, sees every tear,
A word from His lips, can calm every fear ...
Your sorrows may linger, throughout the night,
But suddenly vanish, in dawn's early light ...
The Savior is waiting, somewhere above,
To give you His grace, and send you His love...
Whatever your cross, whatever your pain,
"God always sends rainbows .... after the rain ... "
What u Say ?
Its so unsual that whats happening... i mean i had tried some line but deleted it out... i dont knw why i am not able to put my thoughts down........ but this is how it goes... I am not the one's who always adjust their sails with the direction of the wind and i am not among those who always want to changelle the might of the mighty winds..... i am the one who adjust the sail with the might to achieve the near and then use my might to get off.... and to get what i want.....
The Path:
So what i thk is that theres always a road that u need to walk...... its a lonely road.... as ppl can tell u the way to get on that road but no one will be there for u / with u to walk.... so u need to walk on it...... its tiring as finding oneself alone on complete other side of life...... to walk on such a road a complete self determination is required ....... the road itself looks scary as what I can see..... as i am trying to walk on a road and till now i have been off the track......
My Road
The pic above shows the road on which i am trying to walk but till now i have been able to take a few steps of my journey.... Standing here I can see the end of my road.... yes its there in my eyes but when i start walking the end seems to fade away and it seems to me like every step which i take fwd pushes me ten steps back........ but this has not shook me off the road.... though I needed to have ended my journey on this path of the road by Aug end.....but i thk i will be walking and walking and walking on this..... till the time i get to my destination
Zeal :
this is what i thking to get in myself so as to walk on my lonely road....... but some how i am not able to get it in myself.... yeps.... i had tried it out.... may be i dident gave my 100% . I knw thats really bad as i am cheating on myself.. but God help me out
For me to Quit is the end of the world and i will never quit...... never till my last breath.....
The Path:
So what i thk is that theres always a road that u need to walk...... its a lonely road.... as ppl can tell u the way to get on that road but no one will be there for u / with u to walk.... so u need to walk on it...... its tiring as finding oneself alone on complete other side of life...... to walk on such a road a complete self determination is required ....... the road itself looks scary as what I can see..... as i am trying to walk on a road and till now i have been off the track......
My Road
The pic above shows the road on which i am trying to walk but till now i have been able to take a few steps of my journey.... Standing here I can see the end of my road.... yes its there in my eyes but when i start walking the end seems to fade away and it seems to me like every step which i take fwd pushes me ten steps back........ but this has not shook me off the road.... though I needed to have ended my journey on this path of the road by Aug end.....but i thk i will be walking and walking and walking on this..... till the time i get to my destinationZeal :
Walking on the lonely road for ur goal do needs a zeal ....... thk of the athlete who is in the center of the arena and all the ppl looking at him/her....... all eyes catching the every movement of the athlete..... imagine the pressure he/she be going through........ and whats keep him/her going is the zeal..... to walk and to do better than the best so as to be beat the best.........
this is what i thking to get in myself so as to walk on my lonely road....... but some how i am not able to get it in myself.... yeps.... i had tried it out.... may be i dident gave my 100% . I knw thats really bad as i am cheating on myself.. but God help me outRuthless Determination:
This is what I really lack as i get diverted..... and this is the reason as when i take one step in front i get pushed 10 steps backward.... but i am not saying like i gonna quit.....
For me to Quit is the end of the world and i will never quit...... never till my last breath.....
I will hold on .... with a firm grip and will be sticking to it......
rain and pain...
night and day..
i will ......... some day ! ! ! !
Thought ! ! ! !
Currently in "people-person" phase
I love anonymity and I love being noticed
Just the same as anybody else
Years ago I told you how I loved to be alone
These days I'd be perjuring myself
~ Caedmon's Cal
Wisdom from a poet
The peril of every fine faculty is the delight of playing with it for pride.
Talent is commonly developed at the expense of character, and the greater it grows, the more is the mischief.
Talent is mistaken for genius, a dogma or system for truth, ambition for greatest, ingenuity for poetry, sensuality for art.
~ Ralph Waldo Emerson
I love anonymity and I love being noticed
Just the same as anybody else
Years ago I told you how I loved to be alone
These days I'd be perjuring myself
~ Caedmon's Cal
Wisdom from a poet
The peril of every fine faculty is the delight of playing with it for pride.
Talent is commonly developed at the expense of character, and the greater it grows, the more is the mischief.
Talent is mistaken for genius, a dogma or system for truth, ambition for greatest, ingenuity for poetry, sensuality for art.
~ Ralph Waldo Emerson
Monday, August 27, 2007
Love
The love seems to be slowly disappearing in the air and i cant help it...... waiting and watching it go........
In life theres a stage comes when u knw thats what all going on is wrong and it needs to be stopped otherwise u will be completely shattered..... but ur helpless .... u just cant do anything.... except wait and watch.....
Sunday, August 26, 2007
Life ! ! ! !
the life thats coming by..... seems to be cool but not that happening as i expected......and u can never get what u dream of..... so by this thought i console myself........
i dont know what all going by as the things and stuff are really moving both in my personal and professional life........ and frankly i am liking this too..... as its teaching me how to cope with all this...... this is life..... hard and brutal life.... thats it.... and the law of nature rules..... thats is survival of the fittest..... so em trying hard.....
i dont know what all going by as the things and stuff are really moving both in my personal and professional life........ and frankly i am liking this too..... as its teaching me how to cope with all this...... this is life..... hard and brutal life.... thats it.... and the law of nature rules..... thats is survival of the fittest..... so em trying hard.....
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