The most important lesson

well today was a good day for me though not the great one but still it was something that had a taught me the most basic lesson about life - "when it comes to trust, don't even trust ur image".

I had always used the lines like " appearances are deceptive " or " a good looking apple may be rotten from inside " but never realised that the depth of these and the meaning that needs to be implemented. So in the nut shell , i got jacked.

c, the thing is i am not upset as someone said something to me but i didn't realise that those ppl whom i used to think are frds were actually not. I had read the book 48 laws to power long way back and do remember the most of the laws but i had never used/applied anyone of those. I used to think the way i am is good enough and there is no need to change myself as this is something really hard and out of ma reach. but the thing which i have now realise that- i need to change myself and need to follow the 48 laws of power Religiously.......

but i dont know what i shd do with ma basic nature...... there is a thin line between with Pscyhopath and the one who apply these lines, and i don't want to stand behind the enemy lines.

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Throwing words at me like pots and pans....... line from Punishment in Kindergaten --> the same thing happened with me today.... then thing which i used to take more casually had caused a great deal on ma image, which i don't really like and this thing had been disturbing me since that time. Talked with Raj abt this and took his views, but those cudn't short the way i am feeling now.Guess this is what life is and this is what a person learns from his exp...... Now i know that the frds that u made in the school time are the only one whom u can trust and the others are those who will cut the throats of each other for the best of their motives.

Some thing good ! ! ! ! !

Hello... Its not that i has been busy since long, its just i am too lazy to pen down whats all going on these days. So let me start from starting like what all happened since i posted my last blog which i think was in december .
-> My brother left for Perth in Dec 08 and i carried on with my office stuff as usual. In mid of dec i got my appraisal letter which was not good, but still got something and its always to have something instead of loosing all.

Cutie went back to her place in Jan for 2 weeks to attend some close marriages and this time she promised me that she gonna talk to her DAD about me, so i kept my fringers crossed for all the time she was there.Used to ask her daily if she happened to had words with her dad, or if there are any hott happeneings or what her mom said or something like this. My daily inquries started irritating her and finally she told me that when something will happen she will let me know and i cant ask her these questions ever again. So could do nothing , just only wait.
So one night when i was least expecting anything, she called me and said that she had talked about me with her Dad and he had asked for some time to think on this. aaaaaah this was so positive. Come on man u can't even think what had been going through mind since the day Cutie went to her home.

Back again

Well its been a while since i had posted something on my blog (more then a year)........ i started this as i was free in office and then later i was flooded with work. So my year in office was not tht good as what i had expected. Ppl are mean and they find the reasons to screw others.... and if they are not able to find any then the bar of their expectations rises to unrealistic sense which ultimatly screws u up.

what If ?

hmmmmm what if...... this is what going in my mind... i mean i had been thking abt this since last night..... what if i start to put my thoughts abt the social life, the injustice which we see and what we do ..... we shut our eyes and closes are our ears..............

yes we all do this....hmmmm so let me take u just few months back ..... let me refresh ur memory..... we all know abt the Jessica Lal..... yes who got shot -point blank by a drunken bastard......( well those of u who dont knw this..... let me tell u .... that i use a lot of abusive language but i try not to use this in front of girls ...... so i will keep this is in mind like not to use this again..............) coming back to my point as i dont want u to drift away so well we all live in Delhi, mostly all of us or some did pass through delhi like from station to airport... but dd anyone took pain to go down to India Gate to light a candle or to go Green Park where there is a garden by the name of Jessica lal and where ppl come and light candles.

No...no one did because we all are busy and she was none to us like not a frd, sister, gf... nothing , so y waste time ? well most of dont even know abt the park..... we dont feel the pain as it dident happened to us.Just for a while think of the pain her poor father had felt, her bro and her mother...... but we live a life of double standards... hypocracy...

and a matter of fact we all are shit.... ppl who are self centered, mean and oppurtunist..... the one dont call them to be oppurtunist are those who failed to captalise the oppurtunity they got...

2nd case:

We all are happy as Sanjay Dutt came out of prison... the media was there in full length to cover each and every moment, ppl praying for him, ppl supporting him, ppl cheering for him.

But my question is for wht ?

yes he is a star, he belongs to a political background so he got license to kill.... y dident the media ever went again to the house of ppl whose near and dear ones got killed in the blast... the blast in which sanjay dutt was involved... because if the media would have taken the thoughts and concerns of those ppl no body would have watched the channel... so it means cover tht which sells .I dont thk the ppl would even had get the compensation....

Tis is India --- My great India... where politicains openly bleeeeed the mother land .This is my country , this is my home....I am born here and i will die for her but i knw i will be leaving her soon .... not for always but for some duration .... and the day i will be back ... nothing wud have been changed....

Corruption Rules India

Jai Hind

The character I loved ~ ~ ~ ~

Well I do read novels..... and most of u dont know abt this.... i do love to read romantic , mystery and thrilling ones......but one the character which i liked is from David Copperfield...... this was in our circulum in 7th standard........written by Charles Dickens in a beautiful way

the emotions and love of a boy who found himself lonely in this world.... who travled miles to his
Aunt's place.... who went to coaching in a private house...... where a babe was there....... and then went out to set a place for himself........ and where he fell in love while being an apprentice.... and then finally married to her dream girl

The character is of Dora

Dora Spenlow – The delightful but childish daughter of Mr. Spenlow; She is described as being impractical and with many similarities of his mother. She dies of illness in the same day as her dog, Jip.


and when she and her dog dies the same day ...... the most touching line which i felt was ' A loss and a Greater loss'

that was really touching and as while typing the whole staory is flashing in my eyes like if i had seen pic last night....... but that was something which was......................................

Can't Expressed ! ! ! !

Shades of life

U knw what i am not one who likes to clean the stuff on his own.... i mean i do have a mail who comes and cleans my room , washes my clothes and a cook who cooks for me.... but when it comes to doing the stuff on my own.... i am all lazy..... i dont do anything.... not even i take a pain of cleaning my bed sheet.... i will just lie on whats all there .... making my way with all the stuff poured on it....... yeah its me....and nearly 80% guys are like this......
u knw what --- y i said 80%.... because i knw ppl( my very close frds) who cant sleep with out cleaning the bed sheet like Raj, Varun and Anuj...... and u knw what they had always done this favour to me

Enough abt me..... so this is what i did this weekeend

Unexceptionally on friday night i felt that the room needs to be cleaned throughly ....so as a result i was up early in the morning .... and asked Anuj to be up too..... he sleeps a lot....
hmm i wont be going in detail so i am cutting all the crap
while going through the cleaning drive i found somethins cool.... the lamp - which i once bought for some one really special........

U knw what i am not one who likes to clean the stuff on his own.... i mean i do have a mail who comes and cleans my room , washes my clothes and a cook who cooks for me.... but when it comes to doing the stuff on my own.... i am all lazy..... i dont do anything.... not even i take a pain of cleaning my bed sheet.... i will just lie on whats all there .... making my way with all the stuff poured on it....... yeah its me....and nearly 80% guys are like this......
u knw what --- y i said 80%.... because i knw ppl( my very close frds) who cant sleep with out cleaning the bed sheet like Raj, Varun and Anuj...... and u knw what they had always done this favour to me

Enough abt me..... so this is what i did this weekeend

Unexceptionally on friday night i felt that the room needs to be cleaned throughly ....so as a result i was up early in the morning .... and asked Anuj to be up too..... he sleeps a lot....
hmm i wont be going in detail so i am cutting all the crap
while going through the cleaning drive i found somethins cool.... the lamp - which i once bought for some one really special........

Well last night this is what I was playing with,,,,, i was surfing net till late and just this lamp was glowing in my room.... and it looked really cool...... i bought this may be 9-10 months back but i used this for the first time last night..... and i dont knw till when i will be using this.........

hmmmm this is cool........

Anuj Kapoor

Well Anuj is my buddy , a good frd of mine and what i call him.... i cant put that here as he will get upset.... becoz u all ppl will come to know.... he works with me here in Hewitt and he works really hard.... and becoz of this he and i fights( though Varun also comes in between)

He is sweet and kind.... a bit innocent this is what he seems to be.... but ....................

well I will be updating abt him and more this weekend as i am a bit busy now... working on a issue of General Mills

this is what he sended me so i thought of sharing it out

Whatever your cross,
whatever your pain,
there will always be sunshine,
after the rain ....

Perhaps you may stumble,
perhaps even fall,
But God's always ready,
To answer your call ...

He knows every heartache, sees every tear,
A word from His lips, can calm every fear ...

Your sorrows may linger, throughout the night,
But suddenly vanish, in dawn's early light ...

The Savior is waiting, somewhere above,
To give you His grace, and send you His love...

Whatever your cross, whatever your pain,
"God always sends rainbows .... after the rain ... "